Friday, November 5, 2010
♥ 03:34 you made me teared for 2nd times.
Firstly, at friend's house.
Secondly, while im at home now.
Last time when u used to call or msg me everyday, i felt nothing.
After the incident we quarrelled over a fucking small issue, u've changed.
Yarh, we did overcome it and still as close as before but a lil thing had changed which i can sense it.
You dont really call or msg me everyday anymore, which it really makes me feel heartbroken. I told myself that i cant expect anything as I myself know clearly that we're impossible... but why do i feel so sucky and shit now? You were the one who asked me to call u but u nv picked up due to silent mode. You nv bother to return my call like what u used to do whereas, im the one who informed u that i did call u and then u replied and apologised. ok, fine u dont want to chat with me for some reasons. fine, u got ur rights.. fine, all damn fine. why cant u just take the initiative to tell me when u saw me online? this may just make me feel better isnt it? is it too much? i nv ask u much.. i nv. i know we are friends always but cant we just maintain the closeness like how we used to be?
This is all i asked for. Like i said, i wont expect for ur love in return, but pls dont stop me from loving you. dont do anything.. just maintain how we used to be.
PLEASE GOD, PLEASE.