Thursday, September 11, 2008
♥ 16:49 F THATPLAYER&ROACHES!
Trying with the new player which wont be seen when the music is playing. Almost for an hr after posted 1 entry but still cant make things right. I'm new in this kinda as not familiar with it wad. As long as I'm willing to learn rite? FREAKING Pek Chiek!
I'm going to GuanJin & Meimei's chalet for their man yue baby boi. Not really excited for tmr chalet, hopefully everything will be back on tracks soon. I love love love children. Hope he can bring back my smile.
Oooh ya, wanted to share wif u all of a horrible, abominable and terrible nightmare last sun! Story started like this..
I was walking into the kitchen and trying to see what Mum was cooking. While I stepped into the kitchen, Mum said, "Qi uh, beside the stove there got two cockroaches. Not veri big but one of them seemed to be flying cockroach. So, u slowly walked away hor."
I was wondering wad e hell in my hse again and it can fly too! Walked to the side of the washing machine with pink cloth covered on it, and trying to hide there. Mum was trying to kill them but failed. She then stand beside me and trying to take something else to hit them.
Suddenly, I spotted one cockroach crawled to the top of the washing machine and I wanted to tell Mum that it was just behind her. I wanted to tell her in a calm way in order not to frighten her. When I was about to tell her.................. PONG!
THAT CCB FLYING COCKROACH FLEW TOWARDS MY NECK! I SCREAMED IN MY DREAM AND ALSO IN REALITY!
Back to reality. I heard myself screaming out sharply in a high voice and my sis beside awaken by me. She was holding on my hands and asking me wad had happened. I told her that nightmare yet she laughed at me. U all know wad? I really felt something flew towards me and it touched my neck! At that time, I was wondering if there was a flying cockroach in my room. I on the lights and keep looking arnd my bed, pillows, underneath the beds, ceiling and jumping up and down like siao char bo.
Then went to toilet in Mum's room, looked into the mirror and trying to figure out any suspicious mark on my neck. I saw two small scratches on my neck, I was panicked. Immediately, was thking to wash my neck with soap too. Creeping into the kitchen quietly, of cos the lights were on, surveying the area carefully and spotted the pink cloth which covered the washing machine, straight away I thought of tat nightmare! Just SAME luh! Therefore, I quickly washed up and back to my own room. I couldn't slp for few hrs later, as keep thking of the NIGHTMARE!
The next morning, I was still pondering abt that nightmare, and thought of something which Ong-soh and I happened to see at the bubble tea stall last sat. Two dead cockroaches were lying on the ground and one was half-flatted. We didn't notice til Ong-soh sat down on a chair and noticed tat half-flatted one was the spot which I stepped on it while I was ordering the drinks.
Means wad? Tat half-flatted dead cockroach trying to revenge so I dreamt of the disgusting nightmare isn't it?
Conclusion, then I curse ALL ROACHES faster die and out of the earth. I'm not saying out thru my mouth so U ALL unable to hear but I'm writing in my blog. HAHAHA. As if U ALL know how to use comp, online then view my blog. Though U ALL cant hear, but I believe UR FEELERS GOING TO TEAR OR BREAK OFF as I'm cursing U right now!
END of curses.
Lastly, read xiaxue's blog just now and happened to see at one of her entry that she's going to throw a party at Thumper this sat. Hmmm.. anyone interested going? Wad do u thk, Miss Gan Xie Ni?
♥ 14:12 ENDOFEXAMS!
I shld be elated! But.. not really. I just feel uncomfortable, feeling mixture of bittersweet.
Ytd went to studiowu, then off to steamboat with Nana, Ruifeng, Sharon, Joanne and Sayhui. We enjoyed the food cos it's really scrumptious! Though laughing and joking arnd with friends, but in my heart and mind feel bits and bits of emptiness.
The probs of cos not lie in them, is in me. Actually I'm having this kind of troubleshot since mths ago. Major probs about my rs matter and also with a dear friend. Rs matter probably no purpose to say anymore.
For a dear friend, I must.
"I feel I'm a spare-tyre to u. Whenever u need a ear listener or ur another friend not besides u, then u will rem me. Seriously, I'm happy to be ur listener but somehow I felt an insignificant place in ur friends list. The feeling is like so complicated that cant explain once and for all in words. I mind of this as I value u as my dear friend. Like though I've placed u as a valuable friend of mine, doesn't mean that u have to but we've known for yrs and been very closed for yrs, of cos I do hope to be ur valuable friend in ur heart like how I do. I know I'm being selfish in a way but hope everything is my oversensitive way of thinking. And one of these days u'll prove to me that I'm just thking too much."
Ps: It was written in the stars that we should meet and be friends always.