SUPER career&family woman

ROLLER-COASTER RIDE

2011-04-26T00:10:00.004+08:00

Our feelings&friendship are like roller-coaster ride! Here we go, Up&Down, Fast&Slow, Excitement&Dangerous! Just one word, instability. It hurts totally. ''SELF-CENTRED BITCH, TOOK U FOR GRANTED??'' ALL BLOODY FUCKKKK YOU!!

2011-03-02T00:44:00.004+08:00

HATES MASELF BEING LIKE THIS, DOWNRIGHT ME. I'VE TOLD MASELF THAT I CANNOT BE LIKE SOOOO THAT PESSIMISTIC BUT HERE I AM. DOWNRIGHT ME! STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO COMPLAIN THOSE PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS WANNA GIVE UP IN THEIR LIFE~ WHAT A JOKE CRAPPY ME!

YEAH, IM FUCKING EMO-ING, DAMN DEPRESSING, TOTALLY DRAINED-OUT!

NEED A SHORT GETAWAY, CAN IT BE LIKE VERY SOON?

EVEN THOUGH I AM HERE SUFFERING IN PAIN, NO ONE CARES, EVER.
NOT EVEN TO MENTION, YOU. ALL I HOPE IS U TO STAY BY MY SIDE, TELLING ME EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE GREAT AND YOUR SINCERE HUG.

PLEASE I WANNA BE STRONG. REAL STRONG.

2011-02-02T22:07:00.001+08:00

Baby, it's cold outside...

2011-02-01T01:10:00.003+08:00

Over the years, I have never felt like this. Never. Well, or rather maybe that's not true love yet, but I realised i really like him from my bottom heart very much.

Sorry that I love you cause I can't take my eyes off you...

I dont mind we pretend to be a pair or even if you kiss me... ever, as long as we're both happy.

I'll be there for you, love, no matter when or where as long as im able to do it, i definitely will.

Though i hope i can be the one who can fill up ur desire, but i understand im not the one that u will ever desire for.

2010-12-17T02:00:00.006+08:00

The beautiful scar u left on my arm, i remember always.

I love sleeping on your shoulders, the way you hugged over me on the stairs and not forgetting your only scent.

2010-11-24T22:55:00.004+08:00

i lied through my teeth.. yea, right in front of u.
i believe it is a white lie.

my genuine feelings and emotions for u can never be express out openly nor bravely..
it's a torture or mayb a blessing in disguise for you and i.

Love,
Now and Present, I treasure all the moments and memories we have, going on still..

2010-11-16T00:26:00.010+08:00

Always trying to recap when did i start falling in love with you yet somehow getting it hard though.

Recently, i ever thought that it might just be infatuation and now i know it is not. Is Love.

I know it damn effing clear that i won't get this love back from you, with no doubt i guess.

And, day dreaming of us being as a lovely and sexy pair has nv fails to appear in my mind, sorry me.

I then overheard rejection from a deep honest and sexy voice of yours, and my heart aches, bleeds, tears.

YES! ! ! SCREAMING FOR SELF RELIEF! ! !

PS: Im a laughing stock yet I can't let go as you're just an addiction

2010-11-05T03:34:00.009+08:00

you made me teared for 2nd times.
Firstly, at friend's house.
Secondly, while im at home now.

Last time when u used to call or msg me everyday, i felt nothing.
After the incident we quarrelled over a fucking small issue, u've changed.
Yarh, we did overcome it and still as close as before but a lil thing had changed which i can sense it.

You dont really call or msg me everyday anymore, which it really makes me feel heartbroken. I told myself that i cant expect anything as I myself know clearly that we're impossible... but why do i feel so sucky and shit now? You were the one who asked me to call u but u nv picked up due to silent mode. You nv bother to return my call like what u used to do whereas, im the one who informed u that i did call u and then u replied and apologised. ok, fine u dont want to chat with me for some reasons. fine, u got ur rights.. fine, all damn fine. why cant u just take the initiative to tell me when u saw me online? this may just make me feel better isnt it? is it too much? i nv ask u much.. i nv. i know we are friends always but cant we just maintain the closeness like how we used to be?

This is all i asked for. Like i said, i wont expect for ur love in return, but pls dont stop me from loving you. dont do anything.. just maintain how we used to be.

PLEASE GOD, PLEASE.

2010-09-06T02:45:00.007+08:00

I like the way u sing

I like the way u look at me

I like the way u talk to me seriously

I like the way u eat clumsly

I like ur sweet smile

I like ur sexy look

I like the way u call our names

I like the way u care for me sincerely

And,

Just continue the way we are now, im pleased more than anything.

My Karma

2010-08-17T13:28:00.002+08:00

Money can always earn back, but the sin I made will haunt me always.

And, you will never never never know how i am suffering in agony now or even future...

2010-05-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

The way u handled me, it felt so right in the moment. Now, I kind of feel like you tricked me. Dear Old Love

2010-02-20T19:10:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAYS MOOOOOOOD!

2010-02-16T04:18:00.003+08:00

Everything's just gonna be fine, as what he had said, she had said, they've said and including I'VE SAID!

Concentrate on what's ahead of me now, not the past. Because.........

there are more for me to pursue!

Determination scores well!

THUMBS UP! ((:

2009-11-24T23:44:00.001+08:00

Taurus is the opposite sign of Scorpio in the zodiac. These two signs can produce power, money and families together. A minor flirtation could become major over time and may lead to marriage. There is physical attraction and plenty of sensuality when these two hook up. Taurus finds Scorpio possessiveness very attractive. Scorpio demands loyalty from love relationships. So does Taurus. This is a rewarding combination that has both long and short term potential. Sex can transform them and love may take them both by surprise. Taurus is a sexual keeper and sexy Scorpio should make sure they don’t let this sign get away. Go slow in sex but fast with courtship. If Taurus lets Scorpio get away or vice versa, both could live to regret it.

2009-10-28T00:23:00.008+08:00

YESH, U ARE THE ONE I'M REFERRING TO, MOST DETESTABLE WADEVER IN THE WORLD. YES! SURE! EXACTLY! INDEED!

U R NEITHER LINK TO ME SINCE UR TRUE COLOURS SHOWN TO ME ON THAT DAY.
PEEL OFF YOUR INNOCENT FACE IN FRONT OF ALL PEOPLE.
DON'T BE A BING MAO LIKE WHAT U SAID BEFORE, uh uh.. Ya Ya.

GET YOUR MIND CLEAR ONCE U READ THIS MESSAGE OR BETTER CHANGE UR LINK IF U DON'T WANT ME TO READ UR BLOG, COWARD!

SICK OF UR EVERYTHING, SO SCRAM! SINCE U LOVE IT SO MUCH. I'M LONGING FOR THIS DAY TO COME.

LASTLY, YOUR BAD ACTIONS LOWERED URSELF IN MY EYES.

2009-09-09T09:42:00.002+08:00

I detest you always, always and always.

People told me before that by holding a grudge or hatred to someone will only lead to tireness.
But seriously, who cares?

Unless, You can tell me,
there's someone who can control detestation against their hate ones?

2009-07-15T00:50:00.002+08:00

Heart, Mind, Soul

Hold on to my loves;

dreams,

future.

2009-07-02T22:24:00.002+08:00

"POINT A MIDDLE FINGER TO MYSELF!"

Incapable
Helpless.
Powerless.
Wordless.
Listless.
Expressionless.

10hours so what?
still the same...

2009-06-27T01:15:00.004+08:00

Some true words can really never be spoken out.

I am a damn superstitious person, lady, woman...
After i had spilled out and told others about wad role u played in part of my life,
things btwn us seems to be colder recently.

Do i think really that much?
Or... something had changed which i didnt noticed?
I dont know.

In future, I'll keep it as secrets. Anything important, will only for my secrets.

Ps: As friends/sisters/family always...

2009-06-22T13:23:00.020+08:00

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Some friends do come and go,

like passengers alight at the bus stop,

where they thought there was an exclusive place just suitable for them;

but eventually, it turns out a 'thumbs down' place,

then took a bus,

leaving the people that wanted to share the joy with them;

without looking back again.

These are the words running through my heads now..

2009-05-26T23:40:00.005+08:00

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COOL.

Loves,
((:

TAKE NOTE!!

2009-05-25T22:26:00.001+08:00

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Enjoys! ((:

2009-04-04T19:29:00.003+08:00

A.P.P.R.E.C.I.A.T.E

Give myself a tap on the shoulder!

'TAP!' (sound childish uh?) hahaha.

Yeah, one step ahead for my future life. Thanks to god, lady luck shines on my side, sch mates, teachers, family, de and myself!

I hope lady lucks shine on my sch mates too!

2009-01-28T09:55:00.005+08:00

Papers were over.

Result was heard.

Marks were simply low and sucks.

This time round, me, myself shld be the one to be scolded not anyone.

sbs. Damn myself.

CNY days.

Not much ang baos. Gamble oso not shiok enough as need to rush few places within a day. Therefore, my wining target was still a distance.
I know Good Fortune will be coming to me soon.. TODAY onwards. hahaha.

Went to ktv wif my sisters and cousins. At first, i don feel like going due to no form but when i'm inside the room wif mics, songs, speakers and my form just back.

Seriously, only singing makes me feel alive.

Once again, Happy CNY everyone!

PS: Singing is a mixture of passion, sincere and love.

2009-01-14T10:14:00.009+08:00

MY BLOG HAD BEEN ROTTEN since ages ago!

hahahahah! Lao niang got to fix back my pc before can post my new entry.

I'm in my fact lesson now. Just nth to do, thking the options for polys now and also dreaming of my impossible wannabe goal. Wanna guess wad kinda? Spell it.

1st CLUE.

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2nd Clue.

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3rd Clue.

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4th Clue.

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5th Clue.

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Last CLUE.

R

Correct or not? Or don even bother to guess rite?
K lor, just u all donnoe tat kind of feeling wan luh.

2008-11-05T12:21:00.004+08:00

Life is predestined. Everyone comes and goes in this world. Sound logic, nth wrong and emo rite?
Indeed there is not a single cross and I do feel somehow emo now. But why do I sound abit bit of sour and bitter? Ya, drey, men and I, we've pay respect to our friend, Ray, who had passed away few wks ago. We really do hope that u will take good care of urself and rest in peace.

Well, enough of all the sorrow words. haahah. (:

Now, I'm in this Old Witch's lesson and I super duper hate her to the core. she cb luh! Make me hate this subject and don feel like attending her lessons. IDIOT. She knows veri well that almost all of us dislike her but she said this before, "I know everyone of u want me to go, but I wont and will continue teaching all of u." Just u neh neh pok~

Anyway, Lao niang just finished E-tutor questions and got all correct then can get out of here! HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
BYEBYE.

Ps: I don wanna to be a tortise.

2008-10-16T18:08:00.003+08:00

1 gift for u all. Must exchange wif me 1 too.

"Why does a man jump down from 50th storey but yet he's still alive?"

2008-10-16T13:48:00.045+08:00

Sorry peeps, I knew that my blog had rot since wks ago. I'm going to show u the pics which I've taken instead of my untidy words.

30 Sept 08

Celebrate shou xing gong's birthday!

Sentosa was the place where we celebrated his bday and also had a big YUMMY FEAST too. Of cos, I'm the 老板娘. U know wad I'm talking. He had not made up his mind for his bday present, for time being, still owe him one. hahah. He still owe me too k. Then, went to a sweet place to cut his 爱心蛋糕 which was my 作品 and taught by my friend, Sharon. THANKS!

We took not much photos due to not photogenic tat day, du lan! Still got somemore food we've ordered but not in the pic like golden chicken wings, soup of the day, egg mayo sandwiches. This time round not buffet, but only a small restaurant. Nyonya Lobster Laksa is the main dish but not so tasty except for Cream Salmon and Indian Tandoori Chicken.

Ps: He does praise me on that.

04 Oct

A Mei's Concert

Ong-soh and Lee-soh. We were so thrilled to be there! A Mei sings 101% better on live than in her album.

你是我的姐妹, 你是我的Baby!

IMAGINE when u sang on stage and everyone sang together wif u.. TOUCHY rite? Don't u dare to not believe me. If that so, just get urself a ticket to her nx concert! hahahaha!

"Soh, faster send me A Mei's pics!"
My bf went together too. At the almost end of the concert, he just HIGH too! Took photos but I'm forgetful as til now haven ask him to send me our pics! haha.

Ps: 你是我的姐妹, 你是我的Baby!

09 Oct

Outing wif ex-colleagues

I DO MISS THEM LOTS! I cant stop laughing joyfully while we were eating steamboat. The jokes, craps, rubbish and gossips which will nv end. I admit tat I'm more into the gossip topic. HAHAH! I'm not clown k, don keep saying that I'm funny~

A lifeguard, Alan. Call him if u need any help.

saw his no?

Look at my horrible face~

li hua and wendy

this pic looks MUCH BETTER

2008-10-13T00:11:00.006+08:00

Money, Money, Money

I work all night, I work all day, to pay the bills I have to pay

Ain't it sad

And still there never seems to be a single penny left for me

That's too bad

In my dreams I have a plan

If I got me a wealthy man

I wouldn't have to work at all, I'd fool around and have a ball

Money, money, money

Must be funny in the rich man's world

Money, money, money

Always sunny in the rich man's world

Aha-ahaaa

All the things I could do

If I had a little money, it's a rich man's world

A man like that is hard to find but I can't get him off my mind

Ain't it sad

And if he happens to be free I bet he wouldn't fancy me

That's too bad

So I must leave, I'll have to go

To Las Vegas or Monaco

And win a fortune in a game, my life will never be the same

Money, money, money
Must be funny in the rich man's world
Money, money, money
Always sunny in the rich man's world
Aha-ahaaa
All the things I could do
If I had a little money, it's a rich man's world

It's a rich man's world!

2008-09-25T21:23:00.008+08:00

YAWN!! Exhausted again..

Ytd we, 3 sohs met up at '925 cafe' for a supper cum gossip session. HAHAHAH! Of cos mainly on goss-gossips~ After then, sua to yishun mac and rotted there. Actually was I'm the one who don wish to go back hm early but i nv forced them either. And they're willing too. haha.

Finally, we suggested to play MJ! Cool rite? Aiya u all donnoe wan, this is 个人的啦! But the prob was we lack of 1 player, therefore we were trying to find that player. In a meantime, whilst Ong-soh was calling robin they all and Tan-soh was calling her friend, I was just action doing nth then.

Guess who was our final player? Tan-soh's friend, I named him Armani. ((: Indeed a nice branded name. Good taste uh? Once all met up together, we went to Ong-soh's hse to get our game started.

We were playing in a very humorous way, 3 sohs were talking craps, singing and joking arnd. Again, laugh til drop! I felt tat Armani seemed to get irritated by me lor, but he don admit it. Nvm, I bwg and zipped my lips for bout fifteen mins? Followed by Ong-soh too. The atmosphere was like so cold and quiet without us. hahhahahah! We cannot tahan anymore and bla bla bla again. (Ah Heng really so difficult to be)

We, 3 sohs were not feeling tired at all until bout 5am plus then we began to 打哈欠 but for Armani already in silent mode. hahahahah. Another note to be added, Tan-soh commented tat she don really know how to play mj as well as me too, but she become 自模后 lor. Y wasn't me? (u're liar) :p

Arnd 6.45am, we finished the game and Armani and I were the losers luh. Neh neh pok. But seriously, I don feel unhappy or wad as all of us really had a damn happy mj session.
This is the most enjoyable mj session so we decided to 游干泳 again on nx wk but starting frm this time round is my turn to win! 靠自己!!! Oh yeah~ hahahaha!

2008-09-24T21:55:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ONG-SOH!

BYEE! I'm going to meet two sohs and continue our gossip sessions.. More photos will be upload soon. Wee! (:

2008-09-23T12:49:00.016+08:00

MY BAD HABIT: sbln

12 days for not updating any post?
I'm trying to recall wad i've been doing for these days. ineedtimetothk.

GOTCHA! Boring words again, as a not pro blogger, is like tat wad. If anyone don like it, just SIAM and SCRAM.

12-14 Sept
GuanJin's chalet. Gambling, barbecue-ing, playing, drinking, chatting, swimming, half-slping. Cant slp well cos of the damn bed and thanks to Bernard's pleasant engine sound. Indeed Brandon is a cute lil boi!

15 Sept
Met up with my lil maid for job hunting together with Rf and Amanda. Went interviewed in Club21, then hopped into HK cafe for lunch. Their bread almost cannot make it, but wif friends chatting and fooling arnd, we don really consume much. Continue to shop arnd and settled down in Stitch, which 3 of them bought tops frm there except me. After tat, left my maid, Rf and I to Taka then Wisma for a short while. Bout less than an hr, all of us went separate ways as each of us got appoinment luh.

Met up wif bf at tampiness then straight to dining place. U all know? I ♥ to eat.
My order for claypot麻油鸡 and his for claypot扣肉. BOTH R DELICIOUS! But he emphasised tat his order was nicer. Aiya, wadever then "Y u still KOP 1 chicken wing after u've tried abit?" For 麻油鸡, 肉with sauce taste equally fantastic! Except for 1, shld give more meat. hahahahah. Actually I don really like 扣肉as got the layer of fats, eee... so chewy~ But for tis, I must said easy to chew, wont taste so sick after taken it and 肉with sauce so YUMMMY. We ordered OysterEgg too as he told me was nice as he ate with his friend once, ah guang.

Then met up with bf's friends and went to gh's grandma funeral. Feel sorry for him and his family.

16-17 Sept
Stayed at hm to watch a korean drama, Hello 小姐. At e beginning, I tot it was quite nice but slowly then I realised tat the show was not concentrate on the two main characters, was almost everyone in the drama. So when it came to last episode, I was buai song as wanna see more parts bout both of them lor. aiya, no more already.

18 Sept
Rachel, Nana, Rf, Sharon, Amanda and I went to Jurong. 3 ppl were late again. don mention names so malu. hahahaahahah. Entertainment centre, had korean food for our lunch which decorations and food equally bad except for their service and catched a movie, Mirrors. The movie not so nice but the images still haunting me. Eeee.. esp the part on how his sis had died. omg. god bless me. Went to 雷车's hse for dinner, visit her noi noi and chatting as usual. Noi noi kissed and bite my lips too lor. Pain leh... so after tat I started to hv lil violent actions towards her dog. hahahaahah. Yes, I'm bad.

I went back earlier as met up wif bf and his friends to discuss something which goin to happen in 2mths time. hahahah. Hope everything goes smoothly. (:

19-21 Sept
Dearest ONG-SOH's chalet! Gambling, MJ, playing games, drinking, barbecue-ing, chatting, LAUGHING, half-slping again due to humji. (hamster)
"Ong-soh, no worries u still got us, these 2 sohs will stay side by side with u." Get it?
Funniest part esp when we playing games luh, laugh til drop! Catched up with some old friends and knew some new friends. FUN!! More infos, just read ong-soh's blog. As too much to blog bout it, and i'm lazy~ hee.
Almost veri fun during at chalet except when the part Ong-soh and others keep playing mj and something happened made me pissed off for short while. But nvm, enjoyed most of the days.
This is the most weary day I've ever felt. Slpt for 3plus hrs for day 1 and tahan til e next early morning then slp. aawww!
WE R SO SUPER! xo

Will be updating photos after friends sent all to me. So, friends u all know who u are, auto abit send it to me soon! Lastly, I lazy to edit my tenses or grammar mistakes. So just bear with it or forget it. k? haha. MILLION THANKS! ((:

2008-09-11T16:49:00.005+08:00

F THATPLAYER&ROACHES!

Trying with the new player which wont be seen when the music is playing. Almost for an hr after posted 1 entry but still cant make things right. I'm new in this kinda as not familiar with it wad. As long as I'm willing to learn rite? FREAKING Pek Chiek!

I'm going to GuanJin & Meimei's chalet for their man yue baby boi. Not really excited for tmr chalet, hopefully everything will be back on tracks soon. I love love love children. Hope he can bring back my smile.

Oooh ya, wanted to share wif u all of a horrible, abominable and terrible nightmare last sun! Story started like this..

I was walking into the kitchen and trying to see what Mum was cooking. While I stepped into the kitchen, Mum said, "Qi uh, beside the stove there got two cockroaches. Not veri big but one of them seemed to be flying cockroach. So, u slowly walked away hor."
I was wondering wad e hell in my hse again and it can fly too! Walked to the side of the washing machine with pink cloth covered on it, and trying to hide there. Mum was trying to kill them but failed. She then stand beside me and trying to take something else to hit them.
Suddenly, I spotted one cockroach crawled to the top of the washing machine and I wanted to tell Mum that it was just behind her. I wanted to tell her in a calm way in order not to frighten her. When I was about to tell her.................. PONG!
THAT CCB FLYING COCKROACH FLEW TOWARDS MY NECK! I SCREAMED IN MY DREAM AND ALSO IN REALITY!

Back to reality. I heard myself screaming out sharply in a high voice and my sis beside awaken by me. She was holding on my hands and asking me wad had happened. I told her that nightmare yet she laughed at me. U all know wad? I really felt something flew towards me and it touched my neck! At that time, I was wondering if there was a flying cockroach in my room. I on the lights and keep looking arnd my bed, pillows, underneath the beds, ceiling and jumping up and down like siao char bo.

Then went to toilet in Mum's room, looked into the mirror and trying to figure out any suspicious mark on my neck. I saw two small scratches on my neck, I was panicked. Immediately, was thking to wash my neck with soap too. Creeping into the kitchen quietly, of cos the lights were on, surveying the area carefully and spotted the pink cloth which covered the washing machine, straight away I thought of tat nightmare! Just SAME luh! Therefore, I quickly washed up and back to my own room. I couldn't slp for few hrs later, as keep thking of the NIGHTMARE!

The next morning, I was still pondering abt that nightmare, and thought of something which Ong-soh and I happened to see at the bubble tea stall last sat. Two dead cockroaches were lying on the ground and one was half-flatted. We didn't notice til Ong-soh sat down on a chair and noticed tat half-flatted one was the spot which I stepped on it while I was ordering the drinks.
Means wad? Tat half-flatted dead cockroach trying to revenge so I dreamt of the disgusting nightmare isn't it?

Conclusion, then I curse ALL ROACHES faster die and out of the earth. I'm not saying out thru my mouth so U ALL unable to hear but I'm writing in my blog. HAHAHA. As if U ALL know how to use comp, online then view my blog. Though U ALL cant hear, but I believe UR FEELERS GOING TO TEAR OR BREAK OFF as I'm cursing U right now!
END of curses.

Lastly, read xiaxue's blog just now and happened to see at one of her entry that she's going to throw a party at Thumper this sat. Hmmm.. anyone interested going? Wad do u thk, Miss Gan Xie Ni?

2008-09-11T14:12:00.005+08:00

ENDOFEXAMS!

I shld be elated! But.. not really. I just feel uncomfortable, feeling mixture of bittersweet.

Ytd went to studiowu, then off to steamboat with Nana, Ruifeng, Sharon, Joanne and Sayhui. We enjoyed the food cos it's really scrumptious! Though laughing and joking arnd with friends, but in my heart and mind feel bits and bits of emptiness.

The probs of cos not lie in them, is in me. Actually I'm having this kind of troubleshot since mths ago. Major probs about my rs matter and also with a dear friend. Rs matter probably no purpose to say anymore.

For a dear friend, I must.

"I feel I'm a spare-tyre to u. Whenever u need a ear listener or ur another friend not besides u, then u will rem me. Seriously, I'm happy to be ur listener but somehow I felt an insignificant place in ur friends list. The feeling is like so complicated that cant explain once and for all in words. I mind of this as I value u as my dear friend. Like though I've placed u as a valuable friend of mine, doesn't mean that u have to but we've known for yrs and been very closed for yrs, of cos I do hope to be ur valuable friend in ur heart like how I do. I know I'm being selfish in a way but hope everything is my oversensitive way of thinking. And one of these days u'll prove to me that I'm just thking too much."

Ps: It was written in the stars that we should meet and be friends always.

2008-09-02T13:38:00.006+08:00

I ♥ ROCKER

Sorry for not updating for wks as having final exam.

Do wish us good luck!

I guarantee I will update soon after my exam.

Lets' strive hard together for our excellence results.

hahahah. Sound formal~

2008-08-22T20:08:00.017+08:00

He looking at me?

YUNHO
He's hot when he moves his body with the sound of music.

Well, I'm doing accs, tax and cost revisions nowadays.

Accs: Not very sure for 3/5 topics which going to be tested.

Tax: Okie in personal reliefs, the other 2 topics gone case til now.

Cost: All quite fine except 1 topic.

Lame Strategies:

Drink mooore Brands Essence

Eat mooore food which helps brain to absorb

No more watching the dramas at this period.

Wont be meeting up with bf/frenes starting frm nx wed.

Must PRAY HARD to achieve my aim marks for all papers.

Last, of cos DO more revisions for all modules.

Thats so called strategics? hahahahahah. I look like P1 student now.

"Come, line up in two straight lines." or "Put 1 finger on ur lips. (shhhh..)"

omg! I'm a prefect when I'm in pri sch okie. Mai siao siao..

Ps: Hey Girl's dance steps in heart, mind and soul.

2008-08-21T16:48:00.004+08:00

He's the richest man in the world.

William Henry Gates aka Bill Gates.

Recently, I read a Feminine magazine (Elva's covers girl) and there were news about him. I guess almost everyone knows who he is, Top 1 Richest Man, but can u imagine how wealthy he is?

Heard that he had donated half of his assets (51%) to charity, Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation, but yet he's still Top 3 in the world. They estimated his assets like able to buy 344 架波音747, 15.6万 Rolls-Royce luxurious cars and shoot 268 Titanic movies. Can u just imagine how much is that? I cannot even imagine that. It also indicate that by this yr, he will be going to donate 98% of his assets and by then he will become the Top 1 Charitable Man in the world.

Wow wow wow! He got a wife and 3 daughters lor. His daughters are so fortunate, I bet they did alot of good deeds in their past lives. hahahah. I must say his first daughter is beautiful and rich okie! hahaha.

Ps: My dreams are so faraway.

2008-08-14T19:21:00.018+08:00

13 Aug 08

My Words

I feel tat the life I'm living now is not wad I want and to be like. I know everyone has a different lifestyle and there are ppl who are even worse than me but i just not contented wif my own life. I can't realize my dream like doing wad i really interested in as i don have the chance or financial to learn and develope more.

Am I a high living standard person? Yes, I am as i don want to lead a simple life, I wish variety is the spice of my life. I wanted to explore, understand, help, try and learn different places, people outside, food, dance, SING and etc. Though I'm complaining bout my life now but all i want is to voice out my thoughts and change to a BETTER ME. I hope to become a more mature, sensible, understanding, able to trust someone, show more concern to others so as to be successful woman.

Sound absurd? Too dramatic?

Hmmm.. I don know does anyone here content with the life u living now or keen to change for better? So do I sound logical enough? Yes, to myself.

2008-08-14T16:09:00.031+08:00

10 Aug 08

Happy 2nd yr Anniversary to Elden and Christine! (:

Yesh, its a memorable and special day for us. So, we went out for our simple and sweet celebration. We dress up more presentable for sure and off to Clarke Quay to shop arnd and fill up our stomach. He had reserved a table in the Market Cafe in Swissotel Merchant Court at 6pm and time was still early so we went to look arnd the area. Its was a bright sunny day and nice view by walking along the bridge. Went to shop arnd at the nearby shopping mall, The Central. And we nearly lost our way to the toilet due to Level 1 toilet not in use. Pai sey rite?

Like not all the escalators are linked to another level, veri LUAN. Tat shopping mall is full of jap restaurants, at least bout 5-6? I've nv seen before so many jap restaurant together and all are spacious kinds. We bought few finger food to eat, sardine puffs (mouth smelly after eating it *pui*)and donuts, too hungry cannot tahan anymore so just eat lil first. Bought a pair of sandals after walking arnd, then finally... to Market Cafe for a big feast. hahahahah.

DADANG! -->

The pics looked like we ate nothing much but we ate til so over-full lor. Got many different dishes but too naggy to write out all. I gonna tell u only the tasty food are black pepper crayfish(our fav), satay, 卤鸭, prawns, orh bi bur, durian paste(his fav) and fried ice-cream(my fav). The others, NO esp chilli crabs and pig trotters.

We had taken our dinner for bout 2.5hrs?

NOT ENOUGH! No choice, we got to catch a movie at 9.15pm at Marina Square. alamak!

4.5/5 stars

We enjoyed this movie which involved in exciting adventures, different kind of animals, creatures, things and most of all is the experience they had learnt. Indeed BRAVO & MARVELLOUS.

I simply love adventure movies.

E N V Y!

How i wish to be as adventurous as them... (:

After movie, he sent me back home and we had a chat til past mid-nite. We talked bits &bits for the days we had spent and we just smiled. :D

"Thanks for being there besides me whenever I'm happy, sad, sick, bad mood or need a hand to hold me along... and I'll be there for u too."

("v") Lots of love and care.

Ps: I wish to send blessings to my families and friends.

2008-08-11T15:58:00.008+08:00

09 Aug 08

National Day? It belongs to Prime Minister and PAP~ I sound so irresponsible for my own country bday. Well okie, Happy Bday Singapore!

Met my bf and we went to Far East again to continue my shopping which ended halfway on Wed. Y always far east uh? I oso donnoe. hahaahah.

Before we started to shop arnd, we shoooo to dinner first.
We were looking arnd for a cosy place to eat and feel like eating japanese food. Do u all know that at Level 5 of Far East, got a traditonal japanese outlook food stall like wad we seen in jap drama those small place and full of ppl inside and seems like veri hot too? I've nv been there before, only passed by there 1 time and saw many ppl queuing outside. I found that place but CLOSED due to public holiday. FCUK. No fate to eat again.

We walked arnd again and again, found jap restaurant. not really restaurant too. We decided to try and taste their food. Give them chance to earn our money. hahahahah. As if only~

When I opened the menu, the prices are EXPENSIVE. 1 stick of chicken meat costs $4.50? 1 small bowl of minced meat rice cost $4.00? I thk they don serve those set meals like wad normally we ordered in jap restaurant. The food mostly in barbecued and grilled like the pic shown below. The chefs are real japanese citizen. hhahah. They quite polite in their service too.

We ordered few sticks of chicken and pork meats, 1 teriyaki cod fish, 1 grilled salmon, 2 bowls of minced meat rice, 1 salmon rice ball and 2 hot green teas. QUITE TASTY!

We continued to shop arnd and i bought another pair of shoes and accessories only. The nite seemed to grow late, went to Cine as I got to buy the bohemian black hair band. Cine's food court had closed, their last day was 10 Aug and i missed the 烧肉饭 so i approached them and asked for their new destination of the food stall. They told me that they haven choose the suitable place, therefore, the boss asked me to leave down my contact no. I saw a list of contact no on that paper. (not short not long.) The boss still thanked me for supporting them. WOW! They're sincere and courtesy rite? Then, finally I bought my Elva's new album. ((:

Met up with his frenes for supper then chat for awhile and back to my home sweet home.

2008-08-11T15:44:00.009+08:00

08 Aug 08

$8 million ToTo prize? FAT HOPE!

The Sys7 numbers which Ong-soh and I bought not even one no.

For all the quickpicks, at least got 3 nos. Just no luck rite?

Met up with Ong-soh and saw Regina at 925 kopitiam to chat and gossip arnd.

U know, U know..NO! U ALL DON KNOW, ACT KNOW? hahahahaha.

U're malu, U're malu, U're malu, ur hse so ulu and ur name is LULU! heee. only Ong-soh underst hor?

Ps: Hope my 21st bday wish come true soon.

2008-08-11T15:26:00.006+08:00

07 Aug 08

Went for a movie with Ruifeng, Sharon, Jiayan, Joanne and Say Hui.

3/5 for this movie.

If don hv the Ah Hui's funny part, their mum's at Ah Hong's hse (bra part), all touching parts on their mum, i will not be enjoying the movie.

I cried at the last part when they burned the 'fu' as they 不可以 thk of doing that to their mum and also the part when thier mum passed away.

Seriously, I won't do this to my parents. Now, I'm only using my words no prove, but I definitely will prove with my own actions.

2008-08-11T14:00:00.010+08:00

06 Aug 06

My bf took half day leave as HE & SHE wanna buy their own stuff. HE's the BOSS aka Towkay. hahah. Firstly, we went to Cine to eat the 烧肉饭 which participated in one of the variety show, 枪摊大行动. DELICIOUS! The skin is really crispy, the meat is thick and fat meat is just a lil so is easy to chew. Normally, those fat meat veri thick and the meat only lil then eat too much veri oily and hard to chew rite? This stall is different and another is the bosses are sincere and courtesy enough to serve their customers unlike some of the stalls become so yaya after they participated in the show. Mayb outside there is a better stall, but at the moment this stall is the best ever 烧肉饭 i've eaten.

After that, went to Far East, he bought his clothes and a pair of shoes happily but i only bought a pair of shoes just then, his hp rang~ Due to his standby wk, he had to go to tat place to collect the document and donnoe wad *box* thing. SBSIAN! He said also can earn extra money and just a simple job nia. But i just BUAY SONG as i haven bought other stuffs. rite? then wad can i do? Though i abit pek chek but of cos i'm glad that he is responsible for his work.

After we had reached there, during the time he went to do his work, i took few stupid pics.

About 5 mins, he's back and shoooooo for dinner. We said wanted to hv a simple dinner so we ordered a fish steamboat and a plate of chicken chop rice. The fish steamboat quite nice as alot of fish meat, vegetables and the soup base not bad too. But for the chicken chop, SHIT! I don underst y so many ppl buying and the coleslaw was bad, inedible. i forgot to take pics. hahahha.

Finished our dinner, off we go to watch the movie, The Mummy 3.
The movie not bad 3.5/5. We back home after that as the following day have to study and work.

2008-08-05T23:00:00.018+08:00

Went to kbox wif friends just now. guess how long we sang? 6hrs! It provides free finger food
and snack each, free flow drinks and cost only $14.50 per person. not bad rite? We, students got privilege mah. XD. But... i super don like their mics. hahahah. "Come on, RSCC in the house!"

Seriously, my voice just cannot make it today. hais. Even my fav song BUANG lor.
I've chosen 邓丽君's 小城故事 and her Good-Bye Love too. Her songs are Super Nice!

Last, I enjoyed the ktv session and hope allofyou enjoyed too. ((:

(i nv do my accs hw, just lazy luh.)

Here, let me intro:

She's my lovely young cousin, Sharlene.

Ps: Singing marks my day!

2008-08-03T18:40:00.015+08:00

EXECUTE ALL Cockroaches!

Curse the roaches as they seem to be everywhere? wl, siam luh. Act as if u're veri cute or small, don interrupt when we eating, slping, walking, shopping, bathing and doin things at hm, outside or etc. Like on e way out, will see it at the corner of the rubbish bin, staircase or at e coffeeshop, underneath the public tables, public toilets and many more. The part when i thk of the cockroach's feelers, legs and body. OMG they are so gross! YUUCCKS! (my hands feeling numb when i typing the words and my hairs stand too.)

CONCLUSION is all roaches just get out of the sight and extinct.

Where r all the pest control? help.omg. I believe most of us agree with wad i've just wrote above.

2008-08-03T15:30:00.014+08:00

LETS' CHEER TOGETHER!

My bf and I finally bought concert tickets for Ah Mei's Star Tour ytd. Ong-soh will be going too! Oooh yeah! ((:
I hope the seats which e person suggested will be nice enough to allow us to enjoy and SEE IN GOOD VIEW for Ah Mei's performance like dancing and of cos her SINGING. I'm very high now~ wondering wad will happen in tat nite and who will be her special guest too..

*Imagine Lee-soh and Ong-soh will be shouting and cheering for her, then Lee-soh's bf will be staring at them like nobody business.

(只要看你一眼一瞬间, 足够我熬过千年, 我不后悔...)

I gave my first time to Ah Mei's concert not Elva's concert. So sorry, Elva Hsiao. But i promise that 100% will be goin to ur concert if u having a concert in s'pore again. I'll be waiting for u. hahaha. mushy rite? Her dancing is flawless and hot, her singing is unique and 她有性格, 风格和也有自己的味道! No matter what hairstyles she had changed, she always stay in her centre-parting and just look SO GREAT!

ELVA IS MY IDOL! okie?

2008-08-01T16:33:00.003+08:00

Days had passed, my life still have to move on no matter what had happened for those days. CORRECT BOH?

Anyway, i've done a short quiz bout myself which i got the link on lihua's blog. ahahahahha. Some are sound true, so what do u all thk bout me?

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Ps: I wish to be as graceful as a swan.

2008-07-31T18:34:00.018+08:00

Psss psss readers, sorry for not updating my blog for these wks due to laziness. i do hope everyone hv enjoyed their days pleasantly.

29 July 08
That was the day i felt most devastated and empty mind.

I've lost a absolute and wonderful close friend, STKW. Actually, we had a small tiff for sometime but i nv imagined that i'd really lost him in my life.
We got to know each other thru a friend at a place name "AP". Soon, we exchanged no. I rem i was in sec2 and he was serving in ns as a medic. We got acquainted very well in short while and slowly we became close friends. Either i'm happy or unhappy, he will always be there for me whenever i need help or as an ear listener.

First, we just almost meet up everyday at "AP" with groups of his&my friends like talking craps and playing arnd together.

Second, when ex bf and i broke off on that nite, he accomp me for whole nite and of cos many days too.

Third, when i had a big quarrel with my sister or family frequently, he will encourage me stuffs like my family still care for me just need more communication with them and taught me to be more mature enough for stuffs like that.

Fourth, i'm always nagging him bout goin to his hse to eat his mum's speciality food which he often show off to me of his mum's cooks.

Fifth, again another serious break-off with ex bf whom he dislike e most as tat ex bf was really a rotten egg and also a thorn in my flesh. He was again beside with me all times no matter how busy he was.

Sixth, once before, 1 of my bff and i had a veri long cold war and misunderstanding which i've tried many times and times to call or msg her in order to save our friendship though failed to attempt at first and i was really depressed like hell. And he told me, "Friends do change while they are moving on with their life and they might not notice that. Since u've tried ur ways to save the friendship yet she got no actions with it, and might as well move on with ur own life. Don't worry, i'll still be one of ur close friends". After mths, she and i back on terms once again.

BUT NOW, the prob is both of us.
Out of sudden, i got a new bf, still in studies, he graduate successfully and got a new job.
Eventually, we stop chitchatting on phone, nv catch up with each other for long time but only chat in msn occassionally. I've started to grumble to myself that he had changed or wad blah blah blah... and decided to tell him hw i felt btwn our friendship.

Bout 2mths ago, i told him everything yet he told me that i'm the one who neglected him, nv meet up with him, got probs then look for him and added that one of our frene agreed that i've changed! I was furious to hear that as he seldom ask me to meet him or confide his probs to me yet he was the one who said i nv thought of him. I was angry and also upset in that case i've dropped the subject.

That day, i tried to msg him to discuss our prob again. i told him how i wish that we were like before, listen to my happiness and sorrows. he replied me that i was one sided friend, only take wad he can give and receive it but without giving him wad he wants as a friend. I've explained that i really don know that u got probs to confide to me all these while and how could he be so cruel to say that. he added that "Everything is too late for u to realise because he've done enough for this friendship, something no need to be said it also can be understood and he pointed out that its pointless to argue about this as it serves no purpose to him anymore. Though can't be close friends, we are still friends".

I just realised that I'm a lousy friend to him, but its too late. We are close friends for yrs yet u told me that we still can be 'friends' in a cold tone. I don't know i just cant accept it. Seriously, I nv blame him just blame myself for dragging the probs and nv solve it immediately. I thanked god for giving me a trustworthy close friend but he felt that i seemed to take him for granted though in my heart is "I NV TAKE U FOR GRANTED". Slowly, i thought back that whenever he wanted to tell me something, i'm always talk before him. I admit that i've neglected u as my close friend, I'M SORRY.

He said, "Things you lost got to find it again, in order to have it again".

ps: But how can i find another u? U are who u are, STKW, i can't find another to replace u anymore.

2008-07-17T18:08:00.037+08:00

~cccc(.") DAY!

do u know what it mean? It's a caterpillar day!
Becos, finally 2papers done and left 1paper on next tue! In tat case, i start to rot, play, watch & SURF net~ hahahahahahahhaah!

i'm editing some pics now so that i can post them out later on.
this pic below, i remembered it was ong-soh's bday and all of us were just high that night lor. (:
oh ya, let me intro them:
wong-soh, ong-soh, lee-soh, doris, doreen. (left-right)

BBYE!

ps: hope these 3 sohs would meet up to market in future.

2008-07-16T14:57:00.014+08:00

BORING DAY~

Psss psss readers,
got to know my marks for acc paper in class jus now. Thanks to god whom actually answer to my prayers! Though not full marks, but still i accept it. (or i took this paper too lightly, not enough revision.) i told myself must not be affected by this, still many more papers to go, in order to maintain good result.

tmr is taxation paper. i got to mug for my revision now. just for the sake of good result...
anyway, i will update many photos tmr. cool.
GO GO GO JIA YOU! same goes to my fellow friends & classmates.

BBYE!

ps: ong-soh is my bff. i love her. :D

2008-07-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

14 July 08
I feeling moody, headache n uncomfortable. Is it my retribution for arguing with my mum?

I do feel regret & wanted to apologise to her. She everyday saves money in order to give younger sis & i pocket money yet i only know how to nag no money.

I just regret n unfillial daughter. seriously.
Mum, i'm sorry.

2008-07-15T21:30:00.014+08:00

13 July 08
MONEY is a friend or an enemy?

I’ve been asking myself for dozen times whether I’ve been defeated to money or conquered money. Recently, I had argument with my mum about u, money. Thks.

During afternoon, my elder sis, mum & I chat about sis’s frene who is a rich n nice person, came back frm Taiwan. And so, we just chat bout her shopping lists.
I’ve told my mum, "有钱真好, 不用一直为钱烦."

She replied, "有钱不一定好hor, 不一定开心."

At night, my parents complained that our utilities bill up to $180 due to wastage of water, electricity of air-con, computer, & tv.
It’s so hilarious! My sisters & I use comp less than 2days per wk, air-con rarely on and everyday my dad (so-called Lee Sir) will check thoroughly the switches then off to work. So only left Tv usage. Mostly, 3 of us watch tv but NOT til morning lor. SO, how could tat be? But, my mum just continued her nagging.

I added this to her, “你不是讲有钱不一定开心?

对,有钱不一定开心, 可是没钱一定不开心!"

After that, she unhappy returned to her room n I heard she discussed things to my dad.
*donnoe which idiot invent (notes&coins so-called “money”)

So, does any one of u can conquer money or seen tat someone before?
I doubt so.